大男人.小女孩

不是我的错 我们都听过
完美的时候 要更多
找这时候说的太多
有时候的我 只想和你一样沉默
不想单单罗罗嗦嗦 谁也灭不掉的火

也许大男人 真的很男人
少了点风度 还是不承认
有时候错的 并不知道错的
不想借口只是直接一天说

有时候女孩 没那么小孩
心里的无奈 也需要点关怀
遗憾的遗留变成勉强了 怎么能重新再来

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有时候一对情侣
必须要学会如何忍让 宽容 包容对方
爱情里的世界 必存有快乐和伤心的事情
能够避免吵架的小事
就要坦然的摊开来说
不管是哪一方 别逞强
要是爱对方的话 就要一切坦白

要知道
故事 总会有个结束
分别就是完美的结束
还是失败的结束
一切掌握在自己手中

选择自己要选择的路
别让选择来造你

空虚

突然间觉得到很空虚
生活上除了读书及工作
回到家后
家里都静静的
基本上就好像自己一个人住完整间屋子

有时候想起热闹的家里
有点想回家的感觉
至少有爸爸妈妈
弟弟陪我谈天..

看来这样的日子也许还得继续多两年吧？

阿茶要搬回槟城了
Derek就10天只回来两天
有时候回到家里想找人聊聊都辛苦
找人一起吃饭也辛苦
关在房子里，对着电脑
看着四副墙壁
有时候还会对墙壁笑笑

不懂有一天墙壁会对我说话吗？

说：“我看见你都显了啦，出门去！”
可是，我也不想啊..
空虚中..

最近

最近的生活，不懂为什么觉得到好像少了些什么
除了工作及上课以外
我真的想不到我现在生活的意义在哪里？
除了追求梦想，忙碌的工作
也要顾及到功课学业那方面

从早忙到晚上
就来连上课的时间也要忽略掉了
人工作了就是很忙碌
尤其是我这一行
电话由早上接到我放工
我还试过早上充满电了下午5点就瓜了

可是还好我看到了一点成就
就是我只工作了两个星期就卖到一间屋子了
薪水大概是3千左右
对自己的表现还蛮满意的
唯一不足的是我的说服力还不是很强
尤其在表达方面来的不是那么的顺畅

还好我的上师很乐意的帮助我
一直给予我鼓励
才会让我那么快就完成第一单生意
我真的很感谢她
出来粮之后第一个一定要请她吃;p

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话说回功课方面
觉得到不够专注了
因为很多上课的时间都和顾客有appointment
所以都有翘课的说==
目前有一个打算，就是找别的学院转读evening class
那么就不会影响到双方面

前几天去了Brickfields asia college
询问了些详情后，有打算往那里继续学业了
有可能会转major
原本是读着marketing和finance的我
会转去读law了

为什么读law？

现在的工作上对我来说
law是很有帮助的
除了能够更了解contract的东西
更能为我的前途铺路
虽然law不是容易的科目
但我相信只要努力应该还可以handle的

那里的经理告诉我
要是在四月的Intake转过去
那么 I shall be finished by next year october for pre-graduate
然后去英国一年就完成了law的课程..
From now onwards应该估计要花2年半的时间
我想了想，时间及年龄对我来说还不是什么大问题
毕竟我有工作，不会觉得到在浪费时间吧

保守估计的话，三年后应该是可以顺利的毕业了
我觉得应该会往生意及文件的方面去发展
我告诉了我的老板娘，他也很赞同我的想法
要清楚的知道自己的未来及前途
然后就往那里发展怎吧～
她还说，要是我真的能够顺利的当律师
以后公司的文件全部交给我去处理
包括买卖的文件，contract等等..

以后的事情，还是别想那么多
现在做好自己的本分就好了..

Innocent Teacher..

One day, a small boy that has just went to standard one was very unhappy on the dinner table with his family and relatives. So they ask him what is making him unhappy?He just shake his head...so they ask, if there is anything, just let aunty noe, we will help u...then the small kid said, in school today, he was scolded by his teacher...

Today, during recess time, he was playing with his frens...then while playing, one of his fren go curi curi touch his "bird"... he was very angry, then he went to tell his teacher(lady)

"Teacher, XXX touch my bird", he was angry and was crying...so the teacher call XXX"XXX, didn't i tell u before, not to simple touch people's things""next time dun like that again""if wan touch people's thing, must ask for their permission"

The small boy was feeling happy in his heart, but then the teacher suddenlt turn to him and said"and YOU""didn't i tell u not to bring animals or pets to school""who ask you to bring it?"pass it to me now, "after class i return it to u"..............................................................^.^lll

Election

Few day passed is our nation election day. Before the election i had ald instilled my parents plz vote for opposition if you want your next generation have better life. We knew Bn had reigned our country more than 50 years since independent, it is the time for change! I told them, since our previous PM stepped off from the position and instead by Abdullah, our nation perspective is kinda going down and nothing clear in the development. After an evaluation of both parties, which are opposition and BN, i rather choose to let opposition party have a chance to exert their potiential to lead our country to higher advance.

08 -03- 2008

In the afternoon 4pm i ald went back my home from subang. The reason is i wanna gepo to the precinct of my home town- Kajang. Along the way to Kajang, i can see many candidates poster represented by each party hanging around and the party's flags too. The election feel was really really strong, it could be the strongest ever i think. From the view of the election, both parties supporter should have their particular based area to have the voice to the public, and here is the same. MCA 's candidate, Liew Li Ling, who is kajang based state member for the last years having a speech. Conversly, Cikgu Lee, my secondary school teacher and also the PKR representative never have initiative actions like giving speech or makes the sound louder but, finally he wons at the Kajang precinct as much as few thousand votes extra. Amazing result, it was hardly believe. But the result is been expected earlier, and he doesnt disappoint us. Great strike!

OK lets tell why and the reasons that this election Bn lost so many seats no matter in state or parliament. Firstly the coorporation among the opposition parties is the biggest effect, 3 parties merge together and confront to Bn. They fight with Bn by 1 versus 1 in every percinct to aviod the votes disperse. I think this is a good idea therefore this method created succeed to opposition in this election. They have won 5 states reign power which are selangor, kelantan, perak, penang and kedah over 14 states. This is the most biggest win ever in the history, and they made another history now.

Staring from now i wish opposition parties can bring another different political breach and lead us to another degree of life style. We trust you today and we made your dearm come true, plz do obey to your commitment and make us dream come true!!

Suzuki Swift

Suzuki swift, my dream car for the present. I aim this car for quite long time ald i think since last year when i 1st saw his performance in highway. Of coz the attraction not only from the performance, instead mainly from the exterior design. This car does not looked like confortable enough and stable? You are wrong if you put ur mind in that way.

Few days pass i went to the suzuki showroom for the car test. Before i stepped in to the showroom im worry how to request for car test and etc. Firstly we take a look to that car basis like interior design and the space between front and back. Basically the front space for me is good enough bcoz tall ppl always facing a problem which is space narrow. At the back, i can just say it is tied but i didnt expect much since it is a compact car. It wont have the performance as well as sedan.

After a view of the car, lets test the car! I drove to the highway and press the peddle to the maximum speed. It can goes until 170kmj stablely without hardly peddle pushed. Wao.. I started to love that car more ald.. Besides than speed test, stabality, suspention and cornering are also the thing i concern. After the full test of it, im really satisfy with that car performance.

Conclusion is, the price. 72k is the basic spec which without air cool, leather seat and body kids. But those accesories for me is not important at the moment. It can be installed after when you are really need it. Now how to get it is the main. Remember i had mentioned in my new year eve that i wanna get a new car as in my planning. I will surely work it out. Give me some time, probably half an year. I will definately get it!