Victorism。维克托主义

I will be switching to new blog!

2009-08-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/victorhek

Above link is my new blog address, but it will be more on chinese written blog. There will be some english written later but not too often. Kindly drop me a comment there if u noticed this info in this short while. Thanks.

And this blog will not stay longer, sorry for my blog fellows. I will see you guys there.

Recent news of mine

2009-07-10T02:17:00.004+08:00

This is the most heavy semester i had ever gone through as i am taking 3 normal subjects and 1 internship subject! Total 4 subjects has to be completed by end of this month during 2 months time for semester completion. Gosh.. The stress part is, there are total 9 assignments on hand, plus quizes and midterms, and the finals coming on 2 weeks later, makes life even more harder as work comes very frequently and non-stop. By right i will have a semester break after the final exam, but during august i must complete my internship right after the Singapore trip.

Singapore trip, the moment i mention this, i must sigh once. When the time i purchased the ticket, i thought the trip is held after my final exams but who knows, after i checked with the exam department, and i been told that the exams is at the day immediate after the trip. My mood has gone away as i cant put down the stress before i am heading to Singapore. I even imagine myself holding the book at the return of the trip, and study, study and study.. Funny right? That time I should have shared the happiness of the journey as anyone else but i know i could not. Importantly the trip is the most precious one due to Liverpool seldom fly to Asia for their pre-season training. I tell myself as a Liverpool fans, i definitely refused to find any reason for not going to watch them. Just because i love Liverpool FC so much!! It can considered as my ultimate concern, and their news at every single moment seemed like my matter. How addicted i am?

OK lets stop at the trip and exams stuff, i think my later update would be after the Singapore trip. My blog fellow, stay on for the most exciting pictures illustration updates later. I will bring back something which is memorable enough for my life. Would it be the entrance fare? I dont know..xD

一种回忆

2009-05-05T16:17:00.003+08:00

最近考完试了，终于可以轻松下来了..
我的blog kaki，抱歉没有去你们那里留言
其实呢，在我list里的每一个我都有去你们的blog看看的..
只是懒惰留言了，所以在这里通知你们下..呵呵..

刚刚看回去2007年的一些posts
很多人说看回去旧照片，总会有种回忆会涌现在自己的脑海里
其实blog也是一样的，我还甚至去想“诶，这post到底怎么了？当时什么事情啊？”
经过了blog两年的时光，起初一开始的时候是很motivated去update的..
因为当时节目多，很多新鲜的事情发生

可是到了后来就比较少去update了
因为忙，工作加上读书，没有时间再去像以前那么勤劳去update了
但这个blog的主人呢，是不会丢下它不管的
也希望我的blog kaki们不会让它静下来
毕竟blog可以让人回忆很多事情..

I will try my best to keep updating this blog..^^

Owner lost??

2009-03-28T04:29:00.002+08:00

hmm. i think most of my blog fellow would definately curious on "why this blog has been abandoned for almost two months after the previous post?" Is the owner lost? or maybe he forgot is blog password or email address? The reason being is just that, onwer lazy on update + a little but busy on his own work.

My blog fellows, dont stay me away, im still here!!

After a little intro regarding people lost, following would starts some of my 2 months story, which includes what had been done and some significant matter that must be told.

i remember i had never released the news that i received a "star producer award" for my last year performance. During febuary there is a " super group achievers night". This special dinner would giving out award for those agents who archives company competition, such as personal sales award, MDRT (million dollar round table), star producer and so on. The most happier thing is the dinner itself is super grand which beyond my expectation. Beside than inviting foreign dancers for the exciting and hot dance, they invited the world number 1 sexophoner to played his famous song and new releases song. That was superb stunned while he is playing with his tool. Ohya, his name is Ho Wai Kian, remember this person, our malaysia's proud.

Anyway, the award presentation also another key point, which is the purpose that agents coming all over from different places. There were from northen, central, southen regions agencies where all of us gethered and knows each others in such of this special night. As i know alot of old-age agent which is very experience in field, or some of the top managers, group sales managers that i know him by listening to name but never know what he or she looks like. There is the oppotunity to see their real face, and also the best chance to learn some skill from them.

Aside of working stuff, final years subject allitle bit harsh, including those assignments and blar blar.. But as i know my midterm was not bad, which all the grades are in expectation. After knowing my midterm result, i was like finally can put exam aside and let myself to relax. But actually thing does not goes that way, reports and assignments starting throwing to us again, and if no mistaken we will be busy until end of this semester where after the final exam. sweat..
Is that the final year life as what people said? Terribly busy..

I really hope to finish my degree asap, the best is by end of this year without failing subjects. Beside than getting well in schooling, as the same to balance my job too. Both goes smooothly, this is what i want in my year 2009 goal. Wish me all the best..^^

新年的心得..

2009-02-11T13:40:00.002+08:00

这次的新年过得还算不错的..
比起往年，去了比较少朋友家拜年
但是呢，就去了几个地方玩玩走走的..

年初二和家人到了槟城游玩
其实槟城的decoration比起往年或之前都差了很多
可能是政府cut cost吧？

来到槟城当然会吃遍当地的美食
该吃的都应该吃完了，哈哈..

之后又拜访几个朋友，也完成了槟城团拜

初五和朋友到了tanjung sepat和banting
目的是去冬禅寺看看和吃海鲜..

那里的灯火还是那么迷人，但是也比较差了
可是hor，还是人山人海的，想要拜拜都难
唯有的只是在附近走走，拍照而已(其实这才是目的吧）哈哈

还有哦，tanjung sepat的海鲜又便宜又好吃
以后有兴趣的朋友，大家可以一起去吃..呵呵..

p/s:好像很敷衍的贴，的确，我正在赶时间..rfrf

远远

2009-01-07T12:05:00.001+08:00

或许我不在出现,爱才值得你怀念.
你也不想见,见了也不变,你痛苦转身的局面.

或许我放的坚决,你才允许让泪浮现.
是苦还是甜,想起我的脸,希望不是眼泪的咸.

我只好离你远远,却已伤害你偏偏.
我不配,你的美,竟把你爱得狼狈.

可是我离你越远,你越近靠在我眼前.
已不见,你幸福爱我的脸.

还欠你太多誓言我已没资格实践.
为我紧紧贴着你的从前,而现在的我

只好离你远远,却已伤害你偏偏.
我不配,你的美,竟把你爱得狼狈.

可是我离你越远,你越近靠在我眼前.
已不见,你幸福爱我的脸.

在远远,你幸福我会看见.

最后的疼爱是手放开

2009-01-06T02:54:00.003+08:00

这首歌，听了很久..但是却没有真正的去了解..

今天我终于明白了，体会到了..

感谢你..你会过得更好的..

你一定要坚强的走下去..

以后不管怎么样，我还是会伸出我的双手给你..

真心的祝福你..你要加油！^^

写回华语啦@生病记

2008-12-19T11:53:00.004+08:00

但是hor，也是可能几个post而已啦..
也许以后还会再改，反正，就看心情而选择写的语言吧。呵呵..

最近生病了，病了好几天。
发高烧，喉咙痛，咳嗽，还真的蛮痛苦下 ..
就在我往最后工作的冲刺的那几天而倒下了
但庆幸的是我的target已经刚刚好达到了，所以还不是特别的担心
但是生病怎样都是不好受，整个身体不舒服，头又很重
今天去看了医生，也拿药了..希望会早日康复吧..

不然我生日的时候还是生病那么就真的倒霉了
话说还从来没有试过这样..

Global Musical Carnival

2008-11-02T19:45:00.005+08:00

Someone told me i should return to previous mandarin written blogger style. Is it because of that my comment gone down, and rarely received comment from others? If really it was, then i should have consider to make a change against to my written language.

These few weeks seldom update my blog, most of the time spent on work and study. Yesterday my college had a Global Musical Carnival event, and i am one of the commitee, who in charge performers time arranging between the event running. Actually the meaning behind of this event is to introduce different culture in the world, the history of each of them, and the most beautifully is to associates them to work together. Breach the barriers, and connect the gaps.

As the event starts, we had been walking all over the college, leader distributes every member to take care of their own position, make sure everything goes through with no mistake happened. MS Padma, our intercultural class lecturer take this event as a great challenge, prestige honor, and went through a lot sweatness in order to successfully complete this event. However, the most important concern is to gain money from this event for charity, therefore everyone of us works together and holds our hand together, walking step by step to make this happen.

Between the event, the air condition system broke down. This is a little bit upset, but no fear towards that, our performers contributed their ever best to calm down the situation. Even tough some people were subsequently walked away but we tried our best to hold them.I believe most of the member had already do their best, fully contributed to this event with their time, sweats and bloods. Congratulation again to Ms. Padma, you made it! As our promise to each of us, everyone made it!

Oh yea some photos had been uploaded to my facebook, plz check it out from there.^^

Crucial 3 months

2008-10-06T14:23:00.006+08:00

These 3 months will be very busy. 1st concern is midterm exam around the corner, subsequently Deepavali approaching and works must be started and will be carry through these 3 months. Refer back to my posts in the previous, knowing that some people said my blog kinda bored and should have illustrates more on my living life story instead of purely on politics stuff or even solely on non-regards on my personal. For my personal view, although lack of taste but i think it still our nation concern which has to be known by everyone of us.

Politics sharing urged us to be wise on future politics participating. Besides than comprehend on inner government problems, there are forbidden cases needed to be disclosed as we are Malaysian, democratic nation should have transparent on every single movement done by federal government. Anyway, i think i should have end this statement to avoid further complaint. xD

Back to my topic, i have joined an organization recently which running some sort like saving plan business for retirement wealth. Found eagerly to start as i passed the examination as that is prerequisite for starting this job. This saving plan is agreeable for myself, i regard this is a "Must" to everyone for retirement preparation.

Briefly introduce regarding this product, " Guaranteed 10 years of savings, guaranteed whole life of returns". If you wanna know more on what is actually means out of this sentence, contact me anytime then i will explain more details for you~ Or for those who are looking for better income job provided flexible time managing, do not hesitate to ask me what am i doing now.

A sharing sentence, "A change rather than No change". If we standing on a cross road for future selection while facing job failure, remember my word, don't let your time passes on without wisely used.

3 months time, fighting in this crucial period with bunch of workload. Stands steadily..

Profane utterance

2008-09-10T17:36:00.003+08:00

He hurts every Malaysian's Chinese heart
He plays the political tactic by rising racial issues
He adheres the game that controlled by UMNO
He switches the focus as blaming to reporters negligence
He backed from 13 UMNOs member for right utters

Who is that He?

Answer is the brainless speaker,
Bukit Bendera Umno division chief Ahmad Ismail

And ended up what he deserves?
"suspended for 3 years"

I was thinking suspended for a non-real sensitive topic riser that is not enough, especially it can raise Malaysian to false direction as misunderstanding the true statement as stated in the history book Malaysia. Conventionally Umno regards as normal issue and trying to hide the truth from false utterance that spoke by Ismail. Question again, does every reporter deaf? Apparently there are some points underlying unconsciously. People were not stupid, again there was a recording live CD on hand, can he transforms the story whichever he likes? Simple answer floated up from the water.

What i am trying to express is, if even a policatian do not understand the simple solution with rationnally, how are they gonna represent people for satisfying people welthfare? His existence, can only provide miseable life, dissonance, non hormony, and no security country. This is the 1st sign of revealing inability government to handle cases as analysis, next to defer or even hiding and ended up defeated by pressure as the result of to penatalize with " no where to go ".

I will keep on capture the following action that will done by Ismail subsequantly. I believe he will say no to apology again, and continuosly blaming for the penalty from claiming he was all right.

Permatang Pauh

2008-08-24T18:14:00.002+08:00

Is tat name sounds familiar? Yea It is the hottest electoral precinct which came out in the newspaper recently with often at the front page. I believe those who were rad to recent election news especially the days approaching will know what is happenning in Permatang Pauh, the nominator area. 3 candidates in fray, which are PKR de facto leader Anwar, which fight for the place in cabinet with another 2 candidates, there are BN's man Arishah and independent candidate. I would like to share my ideas regarding to this by election before it starts.

Here is the analysis which i observed in the actions throughout the nominator area. Firstly i think BN's man has no reason to defeat successfully against Anwar. My individual reasons are BN always does thing in such a way for purposes for example, decreses petrol price before reelection which promised price would not be change before independent day. Next, the most ridiculous action which everyone knows even non educaters which is paying money to voters for supporting BN. Can u imagine a goverment used our money in unproper way in order to archive their needs without concerning people perception? For briliant voter advise, please take the money and vote for Anwar, we have sustained enough for this political sweet, and tat is deserved to be taken because this is our money! There are several points to be discuss such as homosexual case from the day Anwar jailed in the past ten years until today, subsequently asked to be pledge for innocent declarance. Again, people are not stupid! Who do not know tat was a political strategy? Foolish enough! Tat was an alledged case with no proof, who will going to believe such a speculation?

Furthermore, fake advertisement printing issued by BN, trying to distort voters perception by rises racial issues. Claims tat malaysia will become a chinesism country as Anwar follow DAP's leader Lim Kit Siang order. Well i would like to say DAP's ideas are benifits equally to everyone which came out nominant principle in governing country. BN has disappointed us along these years and i could not find any reason to support them anymore. Conversly, althougt what had Answar promised to us will make changes once taken over the government board is just a verbal commitment. For me i rather choose to be trust on them, at least we sees hope from a new government, instead of seeing this country getting backward deeply and deeply.

After my comment above, wether u like it or not, please accept the fact tat u had seen. DO NOT blind againts our nation future. We need an advance country and a good leader to lead us to brighter future. Again, vote for Pkr's Anwar, say no to inability government,BN.

Penang here i come

2008-08-13T17:30:00.005+08:00

The earlier plan of Genting and Penang trip, one of them ald been disposed due to some reasons, and another one of coz stick it to the plan. This is my only holiday trip for this sem break, must fully used otherwise needed to wait for 5 months later.

Roughtly to decribe what is going to do during this trip. Plan to depart on thursday noon time and reach there at approximately evening, and my fren will give me a ride to his house and go for dinner after settled down. Futsal match will be specially arranged at night as expected for my arrival, and this time will consider as away game. Haha It sound likes professional footballer anyway. Thanks lilo for invitation and your precious time for services me. Wakaka..

The main reason for going there is i miss the food there. I went there once during chinese new year, but the memory that i concerned was the terrible trafffic jam at the Penang bridge made me fade up on going there during festival season. Therefore i choose to be there at non-peak time, firstly can move flexibly and no rush, secondly tour destination would not be as crowd as season time. Following the last is the attraction of delicious food, enjoying eating is a chinese culture as what old ppl said: "eat become primary instead of the rest". No wonder peneng ppl tummy getting bigger and bigger, im talking 2 ppl here and there are LiXX and Heng xX. xD

Ohya seafood, this had been promised by someone for getting me there for seafood. Despite seafood is not the main cuicine in Penang but this still consider their 2nd main recommended food. Am i right Penang kia? :P

Specially visit a special guest who get closer to each other for not long time ago, name would not be annouced now and there after. Hehex Neither from cari forum nor frenster, guess for it if u r interested to know. Mouth zipped..zzzz

This passage seem like i was back from trip coz alot of crap. Nono.. Will be going tommorrow.
Penang, Here i come!~~^^

semester break

2008-07-25T00:29:00.004+08:00

My final exam had just over yesterday, the arrival of holiday in front of me now. How long gonna be? To be honest i have no idea. xD Actually I wanted to check it out tat day after exam but forgotten. Recently tend to forget things easily, lost memory or amnesia? Haha. It might caused by lack of sleeping, Therefore always cant remember what i suppose to do. Last week i being scold by a client due to giving late feed back to him regarding the house information. It was really, okay i admitted to him that was my fault and no next time. But at another side, i was having idea to argue back but i just left it. Think of no point to argue for spoiling my reputation in property industry. I might staying long for this if everything goes smoothly, provided i can still survive. xD

Okay back to my topic, during this holiday i might take a few days tour but not very far destination tough. 1st destination is Genting, which the place i never been for long time, maybe few months if not mistaken. Hehe. After that will plan a Penang trip, for friends meeting and eating ( this is very important for Penang trip ). Missing the food there now, and make my stomach dancing now. T.T
This holiday wont take to long, as usual approximately 3-4 weeks and it is far enough for me. Some people like holiday, they love enjoy freely within these days but for me, long holiday will only make be bored. Perhaps i may have time to work but my work is carry on everyday as routine regardless holiday. The different is just forget college for temporary.

Lastly, lastly, lastly..

That is the end for today blogging, it is the best time to bed especially went through a cool shower after back from a tiring futsal match.

P/S: For my blog kaki, sorry for less updates, my life kinda busy recently. xD

这感觉...

2008-07-07T03:04:00.002+08:00

这感觉已经不对,我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉,我没给
你嘟嘴,许的愿望很卑微,在妥协
是我忽略,你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对,我最后才了解
一页页,不忍翻阅的情节,你好累
你默背,为我掉过几次泪,多憔悴
而我心碎,你受罪你的美
我不配..

如我所愿

2008-07-06T15:28:00.003+08:00

西班牙捧杯了！哇哈哈哈..
Torres，棒!
果然是红军的骄傲，也是西班牙的骄傲啊～
圣婴，el-nino,这称号是没有错的..^^

He brings the ball the score agian,
Fernando Torres, Liverpool number 9.

Hope this sparkling star will end his football life with Liverpool longer
with precise and smarter runs opponent tiring,
shooting makes keepers fear,
speedy foot tap stunned everyone heart,
especially Germany!!

We will walk with you, everyone, liverpodious ..
Don't go with Abramovic!! T.T

Euro 2008 started now!

2008-06-09T22:31:00.005+08:00

Every 4 years people were waiting for the arrival of Euro cup due to the bored 3 months break before the EPL new season starts. Last 2 days euro cup 2008 started with one of the organizer country Switzerland versus another strong north europe country Cezh Republic. From the 1st match, i realized that this year Euro is hardly be estimated, as the sudden pop out of Austria, showing their high potential in attacking football in the European.

Shorten my words, i would like to point out directly which team that i support the most, they are Spain! Why am i saying that coz my favourite player, powerfull striker Fernando Torres was in the squard! Hoho.. Spain team are well describe as the second higher cup winner prediction from the analysis done by predictors, and i agree to the finalized prediction made. Not because of this is my favourite team, instead Spain is a traditional strong team ever.

Firstly Spain team consist of plenty young players, including Torres as i mentioned, furthermore Arsenal star Cecs Fabregas, which is one of the key player in the team. Besides, David Villa, Alonso and Cassilas are also the briliant stars in this Euro cup. The accumulation of all these players value, Spain was announced as top expensive players team among all Euro participators. Can imagine how worthy is spaniar with their value now right? Hehe.

Of coz value does not equal to the team ability, but for my observation along these years, Spain can be the final cup holder although they seldom had won high honour in big competition. ( Someone correct me Spain had never won any title in every competition throughout the years. )

With the high ambitious of young spaniar, having the victory desire and balances of team position, Spain should have won this! Red spain, show your high morale and walk on!

好久没有回来了～

2008-05-11T14:39:00.002+08:00

好久都没有回来写blog了
大家有想念我吗？
wakakaka

之前的考试加上工作
造成了懒散，也不回来写写blog了
加上认识了meetoo这个音乐网站
更加是没有时间回来这里..:p
p/s:笨笨我看见你的留言，可是我懒惰回复了
谢谢你！～

现在是SEM BREAK了
生活除了工作之外，也很无聊
有点希望快点开学的感觉
虽然假期刚开始一个礼拜
我是很怕寂寞和闷的哦～

今天是母亲节
想不到和妈妈庆祝些什么
那么就乖乖的在家做好孩子
应该可以了吧？
我妈妈不会跟我计较那么多的
最多晚上去请她吃晚餐..:p
昨天我妈和老爸去看周华健演唱会
爽到>.<
还好我在去年看过了..呵呵..

剩下两个星期的假期
希望快快过了吧
还有在此祝福royle一路顺风
虽然只是4个月的短暂到外国留学
但要好好的把握这个留学经验哦！～

老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章

2008-04-16T20:59:00.001+08:00

孩子！當你還很小的時候，
我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，
請給我一點時間，等我一下，
讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。

孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，
才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？
所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！
切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！

孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，
不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，
只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。

孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。
所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。
就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。

若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，
那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....

請把此文章轉發給您的朋友，讓他們知道家人才是最重要的。
愛情可以重新再找尋，但父母一生卻只有一個

原来我不帅

2008-04-11T02:03:00.002+08:00

“其实我实实在在不管帅不帅”

原来，我不帅....

饼干

2008-04-07T01:45:00.005+08:00

饼干并不是重点

饼干的价钱也不是重点

它的包装和口味更不是重点

重点是你怎么去品尝它

一排再普通的饼干

只要是品尝的方式不一样

品尝后的感觉和味道也会不一样

我喜欢这饼干

只要一口就够了

味道已经从口中散发出来

原来饼干也可以是有回味性的食品

回想起那一口饼干

味道带香心中带甜

总体来说

香甜的回忆..

大男人.小女孩

2008-03-27T03:25:00.003+08:00

不是我的错我们都听过
完美的时候要更多
找这时候说的太多
有时候的我只想和你一样沉默
不想单单罗罗嗦嗦谁也灭不掉的火

也许大男人真的很男人
少了点风度还是不承认
有时候错的并不知道错的
不想借口只是直接一天说

有时候女孩没那么小孩
心里的无奈也需要点关怀
遗憾的遗留变成勉强了怎么能重新再来

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有时候一对情侣
必须要学会如何忍让宽容包容对方
爱情里的世界必存有快乐和伤心的事情
能够避免吵架的小事
就要坦然的摊开来说
不管是哪一方别逞强
要是爱对方的话就要一切坦白

要知道
故事总会有个结束
分别就是完美的结束
还是失败的结束
一切掌握在自己手中

选择自己要选择的路
别让选择来造你

空虚

2008-03-21T18:00:00.004+08:00

突然间觉得到很空虚
生活上除了读书及工作
回到家后
家里都静静的
基本上就好像自己一个人住完整间屋子

有时候想起热闹的家里
有点想回家的感觉
至少有爸爸妈妈
弟弟陪我谈天..

看来这样的日子也许还得继续多两年吧？

阿茶要搬回槟城了
Derek就10天只回来两天
有时候回到家里想找人聊聊都辛苦
找人一起吃饭也辛苦
关在房子里，对着电脑
看着四副墙壁
有时候还会对墙壁笑笑

不懂有一天墙壁会对我说话吗？

说：“我看见你都显了啦，出门去！”
可是，我也不想啊..
空虚中..

Innocent Teacher..

2008-03-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

One day, a small boy that has just went to standard one was very unhappy on the dinner table with his family and relatives. So they ask him what is making him unhappy?He just shake his head...so they ask, if there is anything, just let aunty noe, we will help u...then the small kid said, in school today, he was scolded by his teacher...

Today, during recess time, he was playing with his frens...then while playing, one of his fren go curi curi touch his "bird"... he was very angry, then he went to tell his teacher(lady)

"Teacher, XXX touch my bird", he was angry and was crying...so the teacher call XXX"XXX, didn't i tell u before, not to simple touch people's things""next time dun like that again""if wan touch people's thing, must ask for their permission"

The small boy was feeling happy in his heart, but then the teacher suddenlt turn to him and said"and YOU""didn't i tell u not to bring animals or pets to school""who ask you to bring it?"pass it to me now, "after class i return it to u"..............................................................^.^lll